i hate waiting.

8 months.
4 days.

last night ruined everything. its so hard to be content with this, and for once i was. until... i heard his voice.

how i feel:

"How can I just let you walk away. Just let you leave without a trace. When I stand here taking every breath with you (ooh..) You're the only one who really knew me at all. How can you just walk away from meWhen all I can do is watch you leave? 'Cause we shared the laughter and the pain. And even shared the tearsYou're the only one who really knew me at all. So take a look at me now. There's just an empty space. There's nothing left here to remind me. Just the memory of your face. But take a look at me now. There's just an empty space. And you coming back to me is against the odds. And that's what I've gotta faceI wish I could just make you turn around, Turn around and see me cry. There's so much I need to say to youSo many reasons why. You're the only one who really knew me at all. So take a look at me nowThere's just an empty space. And there's nothing left here to remind meJust the memory of your faceBut take a look at me now. There's just an empty space. But to wait for you is all I can do. And that's what I've gotta face. Take a look at me now. I'll just be standing here. And you coming back to me. Is against the odds. And that's a chance I've gotta face."