huge downward spiral lastnight. everything was horrible, but after we said goodnight the first time things got different, in a good way and we ended up staying up till eight am. i don't get how me and him can go from being like "fuck you, i hate you" to "i love you, sex plz". confusing.
okay so just one think from last night, him saying 'actions speak louder that words' over and over again. keep in mind everyting got way worse and he said that after midnight.
so i look at my horoscope today and it says;
Your moods are less stable today and can stir up insecurities or uncertainties if you let them. Although your feelings are based upon real experiences, they don't necessarily tell the whole story. Let your emotions flow without trying to analyze them for now. They have much to teach you that are beyond the limitations of words.
those last couple lines really stood out to me. im trying to make sense of it.
and my tarrot card for today said;
What is traditionally known as the Temperance card is a reference to the Soul. Classically female, she is mixing up a blend of subtle energies for the evolution of the personality. One key to interpreting this card can be found in its title, a play on the process of tempering metals in a forge. Metals must undergo extremes of temperature, folding and pounding, but the end product is infinitely superior to impure ore mined from the earth. In this image, the soul volunteers the ego for a cleansing and healing experience which may turn the personality inside-out, but which brings out the gold hidden within the heart.
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